knock.knock.

knock.. knock. Who's there?

Did u just knocked my heart and left it hanging

in the air?

*tsk. T.T *

: Let it Go :

So, finally i'm letting it go. The most valuable offer in my life. I'm offered the course that I have been wanting to do for so long and it is an UNCONDITIONAl offer.
so no IELTS, I just have to get my luggage, money and ticket ready before I can fly off.

Tsk.

That's not gonna happen anyway. I'm stuck here in Malaysia, thinking over the bond that I have with the government and also because of KPM cannot allow me to take a 1 year leave.

and... there are some other reasons too. there are people that I can't simply leave to pursue my dream.


a lot of thinking, and after some advices from elderly and also my several times solat istikharah... I think i should teach my heart to be patient and yea, accept the fact that i'm not leaving.

Allah must have a better plan for me ey? sabarlah hati. :')