:: SNOW in AUCKLAND !! ::

finally!!
yey! yey! yey!
Thank you ALLAH!!
alhamdulillahhhhh.

ALLAH really listened to my prayer.
ALLAH turunkn snow kt Auckland hri ni. sesuatu yg xdijangka. kali terakhir snow turun di bumi auckland adalah pada 1939. da berpuluh2 tahun yang lalu. n sekarang, snow datang lagi ke sini. ni la namanya salji rahmat yg datang masa Ramadhan. alhamdulillah.

xtw nak cakap cmne perasaan ni. ALLAH sangat baik. da bape lame da berangan nak men snow. nk rse snow fall. bile denger Welly ada snow, mmg sayu sangat. tadi tengah duk sedih2 sorang2 dalam bilik,tiba2 hati kecil berkata..jenguk la keluar tingkap. mgkin snow akan mendengar kite memanggilnye. tpi buat bodo je. tengah sedih kan. tibe2 dengar bunyi hujan. dalam hati .. 'takpe la, tengok hujan pon takpe'

tibe2 nampak putih2. snow kah? snow kah?? berlari2 turun ke bawah , kat balkoni. and yessss... it is snow!! teruja sangat. tapi snow turun 10 minit je. da cair lepas tu. xtaw esok lusa or bile2 yg len, ada xlagi snow. harap2 ada.

curik blanket merah ton sebab nk 'tangkap' snow. hihi

time ni da kurang lebat, so snow da kurang. sobb~~

mula2 ingatkn hail je. confuse punya confuse, lama2 baru confident ni snow. bukan snow flakes tpi sleet. comel kan bulat2.

time ni snow da mkin kurang so hanya beberapa bintik snow je tertangkap ditangan. huhu

sayang nak buang snow ni. huk2

yg jatuh atas2 krusi xcair cpt sgt.

 comel je. hmmmm

ok dahh. snow da benti falling da mse ni

and matahari pun kuar. cepat sgt. mmg ALLAH pinjamkan anugerah ni sekejap tu buat kami menikmati dan menghargainye.

kata org, mungkin ALLAH makbulkan doa2 org yg berpuasa di bumi Auckland ni. mungkin. terima kasih ALLAH.

:))

:: Waiting ::

I've been waiting for snow. like ages. I'v been carrying this feeling since i came back from South Island. n now, knowing that some parts of North Island are getting snow but not in my place, i feel sad.

i wanna see snow. wouldn't it come here.. before i leave this place forever?

will God listen to my prayer?

:: updated wishlist ::

My wishlist was like this 

now it is ,

i wanna have/do :

• DSLR
• New well functioning hand phone
• New sneakers, more heels n wedges
• Gypsy red shawl
• new spectacles
• green long cardigan
• original antivirus for my sick lappy
• vacation to South Island (soon!)  updated 10/7/2011
• new bleach colored jeans
• my own car 
• lotsa money
• Chinchilla
• fluffy cats ( Birman / British long hair/ Norwegian Forest Cat/ Ragdoll/Savannah/Snowshoe/Turkish Van)
• new hair style (short hair)
• external hard disk
• few new sling bags
• few new clothes
• candle light dinner/ private oversea vacation with someone special
• evening dress ( few more)
• studio photo shoot by professional photographer 
• learn to make Smokey eyes
• own a guitar   updated 1/7/2011
• be able to play guitar
• write my own song
• freedom, happiness, serenity & blessed by ALLAH always. amin.

~0RanGeVaNilla~

:: A camera ::

i have no idea now what can i write in my blog. lotsa things happened lately n lotsa things to be talked bout too. but, i just dont know how to put 'em together here. well, i am now is busy. busy with lotsa works need to be completed before Easter break coz im leavin for Oz next week. cant believe it gonna b so soon. 

i am desperately need a camera now. definitely not a DSLR coz i have little money left, cant afford to buy somethin expensive. a cheap but reliable one wud b enough. i need that coz im sick of   depending on others'. and, going to Oz.. i definitely wanna record some observable memories from the vacation with my own camera. i asked mak if i can grab one. she said ' go for it'. n she said she'l help me to cover up my money soon if im running out of it. im not feeling good. asking money from mum at this age is so NO-NO thing to do. arghhhh. :(

i cant make up a decision yet. if im going to play around the theme parks or x. well. this is the craziest vacation ever,i'l be alone. literally n metaphorically. i'm drafting my budget n activities now. i hope everything wud b fine n i'l have the best time there. 

:: So little time left! ::

it is 10:35 am and i have already awaken for about an hour and half. BUT, still havent had my breakfast and what i do till now is lying on my bed, browsing through the Facebook and other websites -aimlessly. BORED and LAZY. i should actually, by now, have already taken shower or breakfast and is getting ready to go to Queen Street. Im planning to grab one external hard disk from Bond+Bond as my computer getting slower day by day. i have thousands of picture in my lappy, so that could be the reason why she refuses to work more efficiently now. and yes, also because my anti-virus has expired. sob~~

Im planning to start my "Cookies Project" today but apparently i couldn't have it started coz im pretty bz with few plans today. i wanna go to Queen Street before attending Munee and friend's house warming party (which they actually wrote as house cooling in the invitation, LOL) , then i might stay there till evening coz at night i'll be watching rugby match somewhere in Eden Park area with them and the guys. think the match will start at 730 so we might need to take the train at 530 pm. i have no idea what time the game will be finished coz this is my first time watching it.im sure i'l be home at nite so,yeah, i'l be tired. so, i wont be able to make/bake even a tiny little cookie.

i have lots and lots of plan in my mind now. too many. but i just have no idea how can i achieve  each of them. time constraint, financial concern...all become a prob. but i am trying hard to do the best in making my-8months-precious-times-in-Auckland becomes the best moments i would ever have in my life. 

• I am suddenly wanted to watch rugby coz i wanna experience it 
• I , without care bout others anymore, have booked a tix to Dolphin and Whale Safari ride
• I will go to Otago this July to be a supporter for Auckland teams in Bersatu Games tho i have little interest in sports. 
• I will, at anytime i think i will do it, have my own vacation to Aussie. just wait till i have enough money for that.

that's all so far. i'll update any other plans soon. hope i can really do all those things. God, i have soooo little time left. :((

p/s : i was actually came out with crazy idea last nite about something but apparently it was rejected and strongly disagreed by Mr.Carrot. thank u so much! he made me think! think!waaaaa~~

|| 100th post ||

this is my 100th published post, so yeay! yeay for it is a February post. 

my 23rd birthday is coming. and February really makes me reminisce bout my past times. bout three years ago, about the most memorable birthday gift i ever had. 

i wonder what i'l get on my birthday this year. somebody is wishing for a future soul mate for his beday. should i wish for dat too? i almost give up and never wanna believe anymore dat a guy who is nearly perfect is exist. but these few days back, i have found one. not to say that im crush over him, NO,it just I finally know this kind of man is still exist. but rare. one in thousands i guess. lucky for the girl who will be his wife .

suddenly im back to my previous stage. when i dream bout someone 'perfect' for me to be lived with til i die. this dream is always stay fresh , makes me longing for someone. someone i dont know who. n nver know if he still alive, or if he is exist and meant for me. but the feeling of longing-ness is coming back to me now. i cant do anything but wait. wait till Allah allows me to meet him. and only if  Allah allows my life to be easier soon, i'l be the happiest person in the world. for now, i just can let Allah to decide. may something good comes to me this year, on my birthday. amin..

*Thanks ALLAH for blessing and protecting me. alhamdulillah...*

| somewhere |

im dreaming of going and travelling around NZ with someone that i can trust, who is a good friend, who is a real companion. i never been here, but i really wanna go ,atleast to these places b4 i can dream of going to other countries.

• Milford sound
• Christchurch
• Cape Ringa
• Aussie

i won't be young forever. when i'm going back to Malaysia, i know i wont come back to this place , i'm not even able to go anywhere anymore. when i finish my contract with the government, i'm already 30. i wont be able to do this again. how sad i am... i'm useless. i have no money, so i shud stay  quietly here, serve me right!

:: Cherry::

today, i had this for my breakfast. ate it as much as i can before the season ends. i will be missing fresh cherries while i'm having my breakfasts in Malaysia soon. so sweet as a cherry, we might fall in love to something/someone as much as we hated it b4. i hated cherries for its extremely sweet and gooey taste back in Malaysia, coz i just knew it as a decoration for cakes and found it sold in small box in red n green color. now , when i meet with the fresh one, i wish i can plant it in front of my house.so i'l have lotsa cherries everyday. im loving it! :)))

|Cockles|

my new wish for today :

• to pick cockles from Shakespears Bay, someday in 2011

... coz today , i was frustrated that the strawberries have died, the apples were being sprayed and the cockles were unseen. duh! what a bad day! ...

~0ranGeVaNilla~

::updated wishlist::

i have new wishes.

• to be able to wear hijab permanently and consistently.
• to be able to play guitar and piano
• to write my own song 

~0RanGeVaNilla~

:: my wishlist ::

i wanna have/do :

• DSLR
• New well functioning hand phone
• New sneakers, more heels n wedges
• Gypsy red shawl
• new spectacles
• green long cardigan
• original antivirus for my sick lappy
• vacation to South Island
• new bleach colored jeans
• my own car 
• lotsa money
• Chinchilla
• fluffy cats ( Birman / British long hair/ Norwegian Forest Cat/ Ragdoll/Savannah/Snowshoe/Turkish Van)
• new hair style (short hair)
• external hard disk
• few new sling bags
• few new clothes
• candle light dinner/ private oversea vacation with someone special
• evening dress
• studio photo shoot by professional photographer 
• learn to make Smokey eyes
• freedom, happiness, serenity & blessed by ALLAH always. amin.

~0RanGeVaNilla~