| somewhere |

im dreaming of going and travelling around NZ with someone that i can trust, who is a good friend, who is a real companion. i never been here, but i really wanna go ,atleast to these places b4 i can dream of going to other countries.

• Milford sound
• Christchurch
• Cape Ringa
• Aussie

i won't be young forever. when i'm going back to Malaysia, i know i wont come back to this place , i'm not even able to go anywhere anymore. when i finish my contract with the government, i'm already 30. i wont be able to do this again. how sad i am... i'm useless. i have no money, so i shud stay  quietly here, serve me right!

::punish me::

im receiving my punishment now..for  being a very annoying, irritating and bothersome someone. i hate this. i wont be such person if theres no reason. i hate diz. i wanna cry.huksssss. i hate the situation only, n feel like blaming myself thousands times. yet,still love the person. hmm.

~0RanGeVaNilla~