I Wanna Be a Drama-queen

~0ranGeVaNilla~

::updated wishlist::

i have new wishes.

• to be able to wear hijab permanently and consistently.
• to be able to play guitar and piano
• to write my own song 

~0RanGeVaNilla~

:: my wishlist ::

i wanna have/do :

• DSLR
• New well functioning hand phone
• New sneakers, more heels n wedges
• Gypsy red shawl
• new spectacles
• green long cardigan
• original antivirus for my sick lappy
• vacation to South Island
• new bleach colored jeans
• my own car 
• lotsa money
• Chinchilla
• fluffy cats ( Birman / British long hair/ Norwegian Forest Cat/ Ragdoll/Savannah/Snowshoe/Turkish Van)
• new hair style (short hair)
• external hard disk
• few new sling bags
• few new clothes
• candle light dinner/ private oversea vacation with someone special
• evening dress
• studio photo shoot by professional photographer 
• learn to make Smokey eyes
• freedom, happiness, serenity & blessed by ALLAH always. amin.

~0RanGeVaNilla~

-me-

Things that i love :

• Novels - romance, mysterious, lotsa twists
• clothes - almost all types ( shoes, sandal, wedges, heels, shirt, skirt, hot pans, long sleeve shirt, jeans, tank top, sleeveless, cardigan, belt, scarf, baju kebaya, baju kurung..omg, pliz.i want all!all! )
• sunglasses
• shopping 
• food : takoyaki, fried chicken, bubble tea ( less sweet), laksa, tomyam, sate, double cheese burger, vegetables, carbonara..
• Cat!
• sling bag, handbag
• handphone
• Camera
• Salon
• Make up
• Contact lens
• picnic
• freedom
• cooking
• karaoke
• sightseeing
• cameron highlands
• Auckland
• cam-whoring
• barbeque
• music
• writing
• romantic comedy films
• cycling
• visiting pet shop
• decoration

:new:

thinking of creating new blog. shud i? or use this one and change the layout, color, theme, descriptions..etc.etc. need my own place. really. no stalkers r allowed. pliz.







~0RanGeVaNilla~

this is the stage where i find myself is totally useless. i have come back here since a week ago. but im just staying at home, being an idler, jobless,broke and lonely. i am USELESS.

i dont know what else i can do. shud i walk from door to door and begging for a job. begging to be paid? i feel like bearing a big burden now. i feel restless n worried. i have no money, i havent cleared my credit cards and i dont know how cn i pay March rent. oh God. at this moment, im really at stake.


~0RanGeVaNilla~

150 juta with lyrics

~0RanGeVaNilla~