:: A Change ::

Okie, done!

Alhamdulillah. berjaya mengimport blog lama ke blog yg. baru ni. tak lama pun. sekejap je prosesnye. hihi. ada beberapa posts yang aku tak publish pon kat blog ni. takpelah. mungkin tidak perlu.

owh. by the way, azam untuk berubah dan lebih memperkasakan bahasa ibunda terkedok ditengah jalan. sebab nak tulis tajuk ape dalam Bahasa Melayu pon kne fikir sepuloh minit. hahaha. So, xpelah. len kali je la memperkasakan bahasa ibunda tu. hiks.

Hri ni seharian mengambil alih tugas mak menjadi surirumah separa masa. sebab lagi separa terbongkang kepenatan selepas aktiviti ini.

BEFORE

Tingggg!!

AFTER

Nasib baik response body language penilai rasa positif. dengan ini aku pasti jika ditakdirkan bersuami sikit masa lagi, suami ku tidak akan mati kebuluran. hahaha.

sekian saja. sekadar merasmi blog baru.

teehee!

Sabar. Sabar. Sabar.

so my salary issues hasn't been settled.a very long wait indeed.lots of important things can't be settled as well, hanging or might not be settled at all. but since it just not me alone facing this prob but another 3 part time lecturers as well, we just pray that we manage to stay patient and hope that everything will be easier n smoother next time. it just so sad to hear from a colleague that she's also penniless now and do not know how to survive coz she has to juggle with her job in Ipoh n Tluk Intan as well as with her PhD. while another said she felt sorry for us coz tho she hasn't got her pay, atliz she is married and has 'someone' to be relied on. i have learnt too many things throughout these 3 awful months.

1) even thought this is somehow too much to be bear with, i'm still grateful coz it somewhat makes me having more friends in the college as we, all the part-timers have started become close to each other and shared lots of things about teaching. ALHAMDULILLAH.

2) one of the friends told me she has one terrible class to manage where students r so rude and never care to respect her at all.while in my case, the three classes (150 students) that i'm taking care of are super duper awesome. they are nice students who listen to me, do and submit works on time, absent with proper MC and letter of apology for me, funny and friendly, and most interesting, when we had a crazy 8 hours class on Saturday where we had to take break for 3 times, they never tried to escape/go back to room but come back on time to continue the class with the same number of people . trust me, i never have raised my voice in front of them. ALHAMDULILLAH. :')

3) i might hate the fact that the company didn't pay me on time, but i can't hate this place as well coz i did find tranquility in my job. each time i came back from work, i felt content and happy coz my students were well-behaved. at times, when i recall the incidents that happened in the class, i could just laugh. we had good times in class.i never experienced any 'stress' that i used to feel in my practicum phase back then in JB. they made my days! ALHAMDULILLAH.

4) i think Allah has listened to my prayers. i prayed to HIM to please not to test me on something that's beyond my ability to endure. I prayed for HIM to ease us ( me and my students) in fulfilling our responsibilities and also in our journey of seeking and sharing the knowledge. and yes, ALHAMDULILLAH, i believed HE did that.

5) For whatever happens now (not being paid on time and uncertain news about posting), myb it's just a sign that Allah wants to test my patience coz the more He testing me, the more i become close to him. i can feel the love despite all the hardships and pains. so, SABAR. SABAR. SABAR. i have too much reasons to be grateful, thankful and smiled with, so i just hope this is how i can survive until i could see the rainbow again. Mira Mir Shaza Shazana the friends and sisters who always r listen and gimme strength, may Allah be close to ur side as well. I ♥ U! :)

# self-motivation #Teacher'sDiary #superbroke

:: KIND ::

i'm glad to say that i'm back to blogging. i just hope i'll be more consistent this time around as I use less English in my daily conversation. so yeah, i need to write. I had too much works to do recently. poor time management and lousy internet connection.*SIGH*

i'm glad as well, to say that life is being so kind to me now. tho  sometimes lotsa of problems arose, i managed to think more positively and took everything easy.Perhaps, i'm getting wiser n maturer now.  Ha Hah! :p

And.... alhamdulillah, i'm now working as a part-time lecturer in a medical school of one private colleges in Ipoh. I love my job!

 why do I love my job?

• i love the working environment. 

• i'm dealing with different age group of students who are easier to be taught and controlled. well, they are not the 'little kiddos' who i used to face everyday, but they are the 'sisters n brothers' who can easily understand my orders,  more responsible in doing their works and most important, keen is seeking  knowledge.

• I feel grateful because Allah has given me this opportunity to spread my wings in teaching career. 

When i heard that we'll not be sent to school immediately after graduated from college, i knew that  it was the right time for me to 'enjoy' my jobless life. i don't want to wait in despair so i really looked for a job. Not a common part-time jobs but a job that can help me lift up my confidence and self-potential. it sounded so ridiculous at first, coz i have put a high expectation in applying this part-time job. i didn't go for any working position in shopping complex or others, but i was really searching for a position like an English teacher/lecturer. i don't even have my degree cert or at least the official exam transcripts (until now), but i kept on sending resumes to lots of tuition centers, private schools and even colleges with a hope that i'll be hired. I was seriously relying on resume, cover letter and the interview session to convince the employer that i'm worth to be hired. ah, i'm just so thankful to my life in NZ which has taught me a lot in believing in myself and also the people that never stop helping and encouraging me - ANNE and SHERYLL. i'm even more thankful to ALLAH to grant me with this blissful days of life.

sometimes when i think back to myself, i just know that ALLAH did listen to my prayers. it's just a matter of time. whether it will be answered immediately or a bit later.

 i just hope that ALLAH will keep my ways easy and i wish that all the great people that i love and have now will stay close to me until the end of my breath. thank you ALLAH! :)