_ c0uld be... _

could be...

the whole world is against  me,

for choosing my way like this,

for having what i have today,

i know it.

could be..

it wont turn to be reality,

it's gonna stay as a fairy tale,

which never comes true,

but the hope seems never ends too,

i know it.

could be..

i'l grow old all by myself,

but you have your life completes,

and i smile whenever i see you,

while my heart cries..

i know it.

could be..

you trying your best too,

and i cant read it..

im not patient and throw my tantrum,

but beyond it, i love you more than you can tell,

you know it.

God,

i cant lie to myself,

i cant pretend all the times..

i cant help but say...

i love him.

i love him.

forgive me..punish me..

i love him...

='(

~0RanGeVaNilla~