I'm counting days and having a mix feeling now. i always missing Auckland but how i'm gonna live my life makes me ponder for a while. surprisingly, my brain deny to do da job. so no conclusion gained. i wanna live it to the fullest. that's all.
I'm reminiscing what i have done since i came back here. im totally jobless and friendless. the good things happened to me were only :
1) my best friend is married
2)i went out few times and drove the car by myself
3)i can call Zana most of time to go out since she is pretty near and always free
4)i have good times resting at home
5)i'v started liking my permed hair
my life is slow and steady. few days back, i felt confusion over certain particular things. but slowly i'v stopped thinking bout it. im no more wanna give it a damn. without doing anything and being a great idler, im still feel so tired.my brain works a bit slower lately. and i can just give a sigh to myself. haihhh.
~0RanGeVaNilla~
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