my new sem has started yesterday, with first class which was only a tutorial session -EDUC313. close to EDUC380 that i'v taken last sem. tough paper, i would say.
it's a second chance. n i tell myself, whenever we are given second chance, we should do the best of it. grab it, give the best we can.i'll be working so hard this sem, really. it is the last sem we have here. n will be sending back to Malaysia. another year to face books and lecturers, going for practicum and finally work for the country.
ah, i'm still in Auckland now.but... less than 4 months, i will be missing this place. really2 miss it. i can imagine the feeling now. it is SAD.
it is true now, to think that we cannot get everything that we wish to have. some area achievable, some are not. im not an empty vessel. im not useless. im not taking everything for granted. for most of time, i did think. i grow a potential in myself, for who should i be in the future. yet, these so many plans are might or might no be achievable or not. that is a question that left hanging.
i have big dreams. but i dont know why suddenly i feel they are too far to reach. not gonna think more now, i shud be focusing on what are more important.
for now, im not ready to leave NZ. but it is the truth that i have to face. and another truth to be faced will come soon. *sigh*
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