|| our little kingdom ||

it's a memory that has been left behind yet always stay fresh in my mind. this decoration was made by me on jan 2009, for TESOL 1 , class 2 (minor Science). it consisted of organisation chart n duty roster.they saddest part was, we left the class after few months due to the change of class location . so ,the decoration abandoned. there. alone. i miss this wall so much as i devoted lots of my time doing it n put so much effort to express my imagination into real 2D. i thanks my friends who help me with cutting and pasting. the ladybugs, the bees and the flowers were us. i just realized now how cute we were back then in 2009. :)))

Chuppsss!

                                                                                                                                                       Love,

-Vanilla-

|| current obsession ||

Nirro's told me that i shud go for this course or something akin to this one special hobby that i have --> decoration and cooking. i love cooking coz i enjoy eating different dishes everyday..not only stick to traditional malay's eating behavior which is to have rice n lauk pauk everyday, day and night, and as their main meal.

rice is always my compulsory meal over a week but not as an everyday compulsory meal like other Malaysians do. i always love to have pasta, noodle, bread, sushi,pizza,burger,etc.. as my main meal in one day. different meal each day, it means. so after havent taken rice for 3 to 4 days (max), then i'l want to have rice. 

Decoration is a different story. i dont really have good talent, but i wish i will have and enjoy doing it so much. BUT, my ability is always limited. my preference also more to cute n fancy decoration which suit children type of decoration or girly. i made my classroom decoration for 2 years while i was in IPTI, i loved making cute cards with fancy decoration and gave them away to my friends, i always wanted to decorate n beautify  my rooms with so many fancy things but i cant til i really have my own personal room. i love do color matching too. i love drawing but i dont know how to draw like a professional so let's say i just know how to doodle. LOL!

when my obsession over cooking + decoration meet, so this is what happen. ha ha. 

was not  a great deco tho, so like a kindergartener's. but i still wanted to dedicate this to Xiao Xian for her 22nd birthday. i wish i can do more n better. 

|cry|

I need to cry. yes, im crying. 

~0ranGeVaNilla~

| meatball |

This is my plate and my portion

my fist attempt in making homemade meatball with chicken mushroom gravy + fries for dinner tonite. berangan nak wat ala2 meatball IKEA but finally it turned out become my own secret recipe as usual.  LOL. enough to serve 7 persons tho currently only 5 person stay in the house . think im getting crazier with cooking western dishes. might be gaining few kilos soon. LOL!

~0ranGeVaNilla~

|Cockles|

my new wish for today :

• to pick cockles from Shakespears Bay, someday in 2011

... coz today , i was frustrated that the strawberries have died, the apples were being sprayed and the cockles were unseen. duh! what a bad day! ...

~0ranGeVaNilla~

unstoppable.

it's whirling over and over again ,


                                                                    in my head.


                                                                                                                                      unstoppable.

*sigh*

~0ranGeVaNilla~

|| Different ||

Different

fairy tales are not mine to own,

happy ending love stories stay in the screen,

romance novels are only the solution,

to dream to have a perfect companion.

what does love mean?

how does love feel like?

ordinary dictionaries fail to define

and observations r dumbfounding

why am i so different?

last night, last two night, last year, or since ever

i heard a giggle right beside my pillow

i sensed a smile from blooming heart

that was because of love.

and right on my pillow,

i had a damp from drops,
i felt a sharp pain inside,

 was that also because of love?

why is it so different?

....is this  really love?

~0ranGeVaNilla~