|| Different ||

Different

fairy tales are not mine to own,

happy ending love stories stay in the screen,

romance novels are only the solution,

to dream to have a perfect companion.

what does love mean?

how does love feel like?

ordinary dictionaries fail to define

and observations r dumbfounding

why am i so different?

last night, last two night, last year, or since ever

i heard a giggle right beside my pillow

i sensed a smile from blooming heart

that was because of love.

and right on my pillow,

i had a damp from drops,
i felt a sharp pain inside,

 was that also because of love?

why is it so different?

....is this  really love?

~0ranGeVaNilla~